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Finally an ending
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endingWell I finally have an ending for my on going saga of about 2 years now. One of us had to move on sooner or later, because both of us have trouble getting over each other. I got a random IM from him 3 days ago. I hadn't seen him since the begining of January, and we had not spoken since the begining of February. It was just a random IM asking me how I was and that kind of crap. More like those "hi, I am keeping tabs on you so that you don't forget about me" IMs is what I think. Well we started talking again last night. Apparently he has had a girlfriend for a few months. It was one of the weirdest feelings that I have ever had.
Have you ever had the feeling from when you were with someone for a long time and had a history with them that you never want them to ever be with anyone else again? It is ok for me to be with someone else, but you never can. Is that just a girl feeling? I guess that I felt this way because we were planning on getting married. Now I know he loves and is probably having sex with someone else. He doesn't want or need me anymore. I don't want or need him anymore, but it is still just the priniciple.
In a weird way this is my closure from the whole relationship. We are done, finished, that is it. It has been 4+ years since I have truely been "free". I can't wait to now move on with my life because I now feel like I can. I feel very quite today and solumn. I feel like this is the beginning of the rest of my life. :-)
Finally an ending
Tags: ending
ending Well I finally have an ending for my on going saga of about 2 years now. One of us had to move on sooner or later, because both of us have trouble getting over each other. I got a random IM from him 3 days ago. I hadn't seen him since the begining of January, and we had not spoken since the begining of February. It was just a random IM asking me how I was and that kind of crap. More like those "hi, I am keeping tabs on you so that you don't forget about me" IMs is what I think. Well we started talking again last night. Apparently he has had a girlfriend for a few months. It was one of the weirdest feelings that I have ever had.
Have you ever had the feeling from when you were with someone for a long time and had a history with them that you never want them to ever be with anyone else again? It is ok for me to be with someone else, but you never can. Is that just a girl feeling? I guess that I felt this way because we were planning on getting married. Now I know he loves and is probably having sex with someone else. He doesn't want or need me anymore. I don't want or need him anymore, but it is still just the priniciple.
In a weird way this is my closure from the whole relationship. We are done, finished, that is it. It has been 4+ years since I have truely been "free". I can't wait to now move on with my life because I now feel like I can. I feel very quite today and solumn. I feel like this is the beginning or the rest of my life. :-)
Have you ever had the feeling from when you were with someone for a long time and had a history with them that you never want them to ever be with anyone else again? It is ok for me to be with someone else, but you never can. Is that just a girl feeling? I guess that I felt this way because we were planning on getting married. Now I know he loves and is probably having sex with someone else. He doesn't want or need me anymore. I don't want or need him anymore, but it is still just the priniciple.
In a weird way this is my closure from the whole relationship. We are done, finished, that is it. It has been 4+ years since I have truely been "free". I can't wait to now move on with my life because I now feel like I can. I feel very quite today and solumn. I feel like this is the beginning or the rest of my life. :-)
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Just another day in paradise
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